%^&$!!!!

shit!!

i might not be able to join my husband in the UK after all!!!

screw you, J*A!!!

 

Hmm… plan B… plan B…

(sebarang komen tak akan dilayan. i’m seriously pissed!)

The journey has begun

Disclaimer:-

Please read with an open heart and an open mind. All written here on are only meant for guidance for those who decide to walk through similar path in the future. May all begin well, and end well. Praise to Allah for every breath that we take, every step of the way.

 

It’s kind of confirmed now. I was actually contemplating on writing the progress here. But I do believe that my experience would be able to benefit some of you, if not all of you.

 

So here it goes.

 

We begin our mornings nowadays with only one aim in our mind: by September 2009 a bunch of us will be moving to the UK for about a year.

 

As confident as I may sound, do believe that I have a huge butterfly in my stomach now. It would be so much easier if only I could take a peek on the future. But I can’t. Nobody can in fact. So the best approach that we can come out with, is this:

 THINK. DOA. PLAN. DOA. EXECUTE. DOA. TAWAKAL. DOA.

And continuously hoping for the very best from Allah.

 

The pro and cons? Yes, that was the tricky bit. This journey is NOT going to be easy. That one I know for sure. But we so much want to make it happen that the cons seemed somewhat chewable. If am I still here by September 2009, then something truly unavoidable would somehow gotten into our way. I would accept it with open heart then.

 

But for now, let’s focus on the effort AS IF we are going, and ONLY going. For easier concentration. To attract, I need to be. Remember the Law of Attraction?

 

Now the following has started and under progress:-

1)      Selling one of the houses

2)      Selling one of the cars

3)      Settling as much debt as possible

4)      Looking for accommodation in Birm

5)      Looking for suitable school for the kids in Birm

6)      Looking for suitable job in Birm (for me), if any

7)      Saving all the cash that we can within this 6 months span

 

And still a LOT more to be done. And it’s all exciting, frightening, mind-wrecking blended into one.

 

As I said, this would be a difficult path to choose. But we simply can’t resist it. Let us just hold our breath and walk through it first. With Allah protecting us all the way through.

 

Our journey had just begun. With a big butterfly in my stomach. And yes, I’m nervous like hell!

 

“Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Mengasihani. Dan sesiapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah (dengan mengerjakan suruhanNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya), nescaya akan dijadikan baginya jalan keluar (dari segala perkara yang menyusahkannya).

Serta memberinya rezeki dari jalan yang tidak terlintas hatinya. Dan (ingatlah), sesiapa berserah diri bulat-bulat kepada Allah, maka Allah cukupkan baginya (untuk menolong dan menyelamatkannya). Sesungguhnya Allah tetap melakukan segala perkara yang di kehendakiNya. Allah telahpun menentukan kadar dan masa bagi berlakunya tiap-tiap sesuatu”

mungkinkah mungkin?

Peeps,

ingatkah korang akan ini?

Err.. kalau tak ada aral, the semester will start in September 2009. Maknanya kita perlu berada disitu dalam August. Maknanya ada lebih kurang 7 bulan untuk persediaan.

Masalahnya peeps, aku seriouslah tak tau where I stand at the moment. Seperti yang korang pun tau, aku of courselah tergedik2 nak pi kan? Dan nak bawak anak2 sekali. kalau maid aku tak nak ikut, maka dah tentu2 aku yang kena jadik maid nanti kan?

FYI, coursenya tak lama. 12 to 18 months aje.

Wajarkah aku tinggalkan kerja aku dan pergi ikut laki aku?

Bodohlah aku kalau tak pi (ni kalau ikut kata hati aku la kan). Tapi ya Allah risaunyaaaaaa.. tak leh nak cakap. Financial wise la nih. Macam banyak aje nak kena revise balik. Almaklumlah hutang keliling badannnn… hish menci!!

Anyway, aku nak mintak tolong korang doa untuk aku. semoga dibuka jalan2 yang terang lagi luas lagi senang untuk aku melalui semua ni. For me, this is antara chance of a lifetime. Sama macam masa aku dapat pergi Aussie masa undergrad dulu. Beraatttt hati aku untuk pergi.

Insyaallah, aku and berblogging dari sana!!

(dan dapatlah aku yang jakun ni main salji for the very first time!!)

YA ALLAH, PERMUDAHKAN SEGALANYA UNTUK HAMBA2MU. AMIN.

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